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FIN
02:58
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I've been painting a picture of so many things -
my mom and Texas and Martha and Pittsburgh now Switzerland.
It's covered in German, Swiss-fucking-German.
I can't get the shades right - dyslexic & color blind!
Pessimism is human and I'm feeling better.
Pessimism is human, Thomas Metzinger.
You're my favorite author and you can't write for shit,
but we're not supposed to be here and you're so nice about it.
I've been painting a picture and I die in the end.
I've been writing a story and I die in the end.
I've never been that penguin pushed off the edge.
If I were I'd be pissed.
I've never been that penguin pushed off the edge.
If I were I'd deal with it.
You took communion like I watched TV,
just sitting and hoping that nobody watched
as you fell asleep on the idea that waking up was worth it.
We took communion like you watched TV,
just sitting and hoping that nobody watched
as we fell asleep on the idea that waking up was worth a thing.
Oh I know you're tired and I don't care,
but i've accepted I'm worthless. I can finally be honest.
Oh, I've been painting a picture and it's alright.
I've been writing a story. I die in the end and that's fine.
Oh I've been writing a story and it's alright.
I've been painting a picture. I die in the end and that's just fine, because you die too.
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2. |
24 Hr. Banking
02:37
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Tyler I know you've been tired of the way that we feel.
So have I.
We ought to be of better ilk.
-Show you how to feel like
What I should feel like.
I know you're getting into it.
You should probably get over it.
We've got prime direction,
every-which-way.
Just pick one.
I'll see you at the end.
We could feel fine,
all on our own.
We're built that way.
That's what they say.
I know you're getting into it.
You should probably
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3. |
Porch-Rank/Whataburger
04:57
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I'm just tired.
That plane ride I took,
was too hopeful,
too comfortable,
I overshot how I should feel.
How do we handle this,
once we know this is what,
we're left with
we're fine?
I'm falling out of it.
I'm falling out of my --
How do we?
How do we handle it?
Moods like this,
they come and go,
just like: Everything we know.
A dying man said:
DYING MAN
*Leans forward*
I am a ballerina, after a
thousand pirouettes.
It's been a long day,
but I'm starting to
sweat.
**Beat**
*Leans back.*
I'm getting
so
fucking tired --
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If this plane crashed as I fell right fast-asleep,
I'd probably notice.
I'd miss an ending I could've seen.
I'd never get to say those things I should,
like:
''I'm sorry you're dying mom. I wish you never would.''
I'd never see the Texan sunrise.
Remember you showed me?
I'd never get to be the man
you'd like to see me be.
And now I know that,
I'll never know that,
Someone will be around.
Why am I leaving town?
I don't know.
I'm scared of something.
It's the same thing you'd say to me.
We're all scared of something - that thing we don't want to be.
I know you're tired of it.
I know you're getting scared.
We could move along much better if you'd drop what you don't need.
I swear we're moving faster.
Just feel how fast that you can breath.
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4. |
Iraqi Beach Party
03:46
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Can't we just go
somewhere quiet?
I have yet to assess
some things that I've done
like,
If I was born
or I did that.
What does that mean if I hate that?
Is that enough?
I don't know.
But I deal with it.
I risk my health to feel something,
indulge myself in everything.
I hope it helps with sleep at night,
and I hope it helps this waking life.
And, I did it just for fun. ; )
And now I'm falling asleep
on the idea that waking up counts.
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I want to meet Patrick Dashwood
and tell him why life is absurd.
It's your smile.
Their moments,
they make you
who you are and
what you were.
I know that they aren't endless.
They're just all I can see.
I don't feel pleasant.
I don't feel fine.
Just be honest.
Stop waisting your time.
Because the first thing I did was the last thing I said I was in line.
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